Synchronicities I have received from my highest self.

 There are little messages that I have sent to myself as a child to find comfort in. Be that a lesson early on that I would continuously attempt to grasp at or a tune I would play to myself to find motivation. 

I was obsessed with Titanic in 1997. I saw it at the theaters as a 10 year old. I first dyed my hair red and dressed as Rose for Halloween. The conflict of having a role to perform that was imposed by societal expectations has always been a personal struggle. As a child it was instilled within me that there was an order for me to follow. I was never encouraged to pursue any goals that would lead to future success. I was under the impression that I had to date, marry, and build my own family. That I did, prioritizing the chase of finding love before ever truly even loving myself. The passion Rose and Jack had in unconventional romance was enticing. The relationships between Rose and the other characters are relatable for me. Her intellectual wit and sarcastic tone flows like poetry. Though the movie took place in a different era, but I am recognizing how easily I have always related to the underlying lessons within the plot. 

My house number was 957 growing up. Angel number says it means I am on the right path. I notice this number multiple times a day on the clock, when an email was sent, in the mileage, on a license plate, the random numbers of an advertisement text messages add up to become 957. 

It goes deeper than the Titanic and my address though. Because of little interests, I made decisions. I went into deep rabbit holes. I chose books. My current reality has been a physical manifestation of my thought. 

I met people when I met them to guide me on the path that I am on.